Am i that FAT?

For years, I do have a simple goal in life... and that is to gain weight! Now that I am 24 years old, i think I'm getting there... or I'm already there... F*ck... I'm 93 lbs when I started working at Red Chef.. and after 5 months, I already gained 15 lbs. more... (you do the math...) For the first four months, i took it as a compliment... and I'm happy...

But today, i asked myself... Am I really that fat??? Why sudden change of thought? Almost all the people are telling me... "Ang taba mo!"...or "Chubby ka na!" Hindi bagay sayo mataba...!Ang laki ng tiyan mo..! ...Mag-diet ka na...! And lastly....(this just came in) "Cori, bakit ka tumaba?? Magpapayat ka ule.. mukha ka ng manang!" Ouch... that really hurts!

But not all people are like them.. Some, (i mean.. many! hehe) are telling me, "Bagay kaya sayo.. kesa naman dati na ang payat payat mo..." , Ang sarap mong kurutin, may laman ka na!... So, i keep on believing that it really is bagay to me.. It's just, sometimes, i can't help myself not to be affected on the negative things they are saying... But, what the heck... I love to eat! In fact, i'm eating right now... you want?!